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It was a dumb thing to want, I mean, I knew that. I've known that since I was old enough to want it and even that didn't make me want it any less. So when he finally gave it to me... I don't know. I don't know how to describe it. It was so long ago. And it wasn't like it is now, which is fine. ...I mean good. Great. Whatever.

It was the real thing. And I thought to myself: this is it. This is me. This is my life: starting now, and I don't care what people say, and I don't care if people get hurt.

And then people got hurt and I cared.

Less about them; more about the people that would be hurt by them being hurt. Totally confusing. The people who would miss them. I cared that it hurt her

Can you still be a good person if you do the right thing for a selfish reason?

I gave it up for her. The one thing I always wanted.

In fairy tales, that would be enough to turn a guy into a handsome prince.

That stuff doesn't happen in real life. I'm over it, and everything. I'm just saying.

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strngly_literal
Jun. 1st, 2007 01:33 am (UTC)
I hate fairytales...

...okay maybe that's a lie. It just feels better saying it.
ghoulhandluke
Jun. 1st, 2007 04:20 am (UTC)
Thanks. Your saying it feels better saying it makes me feel better.

Not that I felt...

Yeah.
strngly_literal
Jun. 1st, 2007 04:37 pm (UTC)
Yeah. I get it.

*hugs*
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